My only problem is that I hate my hand writing! It looks like someone just scribbled some lines and dots. In fact, sometimes I have trouble reading my own hand writing. I assume that's when you know your hand writing sucks.
Anyway, I guess I'll type things out on the this blog. I'm really not sure how this will work since for past few weeks I've been so busy...wait, maybe I've been just telling myself that so I don't look bad? No, I have been busy and I don't see it getting any less busy within next few months. I need to get a job, I really don't know how I will squeeze it in my "so busy" life. That is something I don't know, but I do need a job. Any ideas where to apply? Costumer service is fine for now, in fact I think I'll do my best in just about any job.
What else is there to say? I've been trying to catch up with so many classic movies but I feel like there is not enough of time in my day to do everything I want. Plus I'm really growing tired and I'm getting sick of drinking all that coffee to stay awake through out my day. Maybe I need some vitamins and healthier diet? It's probably just that. I'm starting to get depressed and everything I do feels like I could have done better...maybe? I guess I could say I'm confused. Why am I writing this? ...that also I don't know.
I feel sad, yet I try to find a reason why I feel that way. I'm just so confused with everything. I feel I need to change so many things about myself in order for people to like me, cause I do want for people to like me but it seems like I can't be myself...maybe I just suck some Ron Jeremy cock.
